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i see stars.
all of them.
except jeff.
i love him.
... too much, i think =/
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[06 Oct 2007|07:26pm] |
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so my parents found alcohol in my basement. sweet. they're trying to cut me off from the world. at least mom is. dad's got my back. he knows i drink. he's always known. all he ever says is "if you insist on drinking and whatever else, do it in the safety of our house. don't go out and do it." which is fanastic =D but since my mom knows, he's somewhat obligated to take her side, you know? so i'm not holding it against him. he's trying to help me out, and i appreciate his help in that aspectt. whatever.
so jeff and i are official now, i s'pose.
it's been like a year since i was in a
real relationship. and a year ago, if
someone had told me, your next boyfriend
is going to be jeff valentine, i probably
would have laughed and been like
"you jokester" but it's true.
he is my boyfriend.
and i'm glad it's him.
i trust him.
he's good to me <3
my family likes him too. obviously things are funny with mom because she knwos we're really.. "close" hahahha. whatever. we haven't had sex. we're good kids.
my nail's about to pop off.
melissa's hair looks so good.
KAYBYE.
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[01 Oct 2007|10:36pm] |
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so since meggie and alyssa do this all the time,
i'm gonna start. because they love it. and it must
be for good reason. i used to be obsessed with it. a little livejournal whore. but then i was like "oh hey myspace" and i phased it out. but i'm gonna put it back now. and spill my heart out in this. check this out. so i don't trust guys. ever. i dont like them. they suck. they want sex. thats it. right? that was my OLD mindset. but holy jeff valentine. might sound mean, but last year, i never thought HE'D be the next guy i was with. but he is! and i'm really happy. i trust him and everything! that never happens. sweet man.
who else thinks high school is a waste of time. PICKME! i do! hahaha. omg forreal though. i hate it so so much. i hardly go hahahaha. well, i do. but i hate it. and i fuck around so much. it's so gay. it's my fuckin senior year. i hardly need any of the classes i'm taking. it's easy as fuck.
anyways, idk man. i'm just pumped about graduation. and finally getting some time to breathe for awhile before college. yick. but i think i'm going to a community college for a few years before a university. because i want to do somethign really spectacular, but since i'm such a slacker, i have to work my way up via cc. but i can do it :] i have faith in me! just need some motivation! anyways. i hope i remember about my livejouurnal. it's kinda nice to write a buncha bullshit knowing that the only people who will take the time to read all this know my life story already [meg&alyssa] hahahaa. loves of my life i swear.
ANYWAYS.
have a nice night guys.
i love you all.
God bless! :]
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[21 Sep 2007|01:11pm] |
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HI!
i don't ever do this.
i'm with jeff valentine.
he thought there were 36 weeks in ayear :]
thats precious.
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[07 Dec 2006|04:30pm] |
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know what makes me laugh? people who try to start shit. lmao. gay.
anyways. yeah. i'm in fourth hour.
i'm hungry.
and uh, pretty sureeeeeeee eddie and i are in a rough spot.
we'll be fine though.
we always recover.
i love him.
i love you eso.
if you read this, i hope you read that last line.
I LOVE YOU ESOOOO!
forever and ever amen poop :]
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[27 Nov 2006|04:47am] |
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I'M NOT HAPPY :[
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[17 Nov 2006|03:40am] |
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today was kinda dumb. first hour, we took a quiz. i did really well. idk how but i know i did cause it was easy and when he went over the answers after, i knew them all :] then mr. bardelline gave us the rest of the hour off and i sat with bianca and cari and we talked about dumb shit. mr. b. joined our conversation too. cari pushed back his cuticles. i made fun of his head lmao. it was funny. mmmm. second hour. gay. i hate that class. i listened to chris talk about how good he is at having sex and fell asleep to that conversation. it was weird. idk how i feel about sitting between him and jimmy fox. third hour was chemistry. i suck at it, so i listened. and the hour was uneventful. 4th. was hilarious. we got in groups and i was with sarah, david, and ashley, and while everyone was talking about all this deep shit we were making fun of them lmaoo. it was so nice. lunch. gay as usual. 5th hour. i hate math. i'm gonna fail. i paid attention there too. so i actually knew what was going on. german = movie.gay. after school, had a track meeting, brought eddie food, hung out with him for a bit, came home when he had to go to work. and did nothing :] i actually played final fantasy X. yeah shutup i'm way cool. i like that game haha. did some homework, watched some tv, showered and did my hair. talked to krupka on the phone about how he's an idiot for ending things with his girlfriend, then called eddie. i just got off the phone with him now :[ he was sleepy from work so we talked for a total of like 30 seconds. =/ i swear sometimes i feel like he doesn't love me as much as he used to. dont tell him that though. he gets mad at me for feeling that way. but yeah. i'm super tired. i should probably go to sleeeeep. OH OH! aaaand i tried this new hair product and my hair is so nice. it's all straight and shiny. yay :] i'm excited about it. yeah. so i gotta go to sleep so i can wake up early tomorrow morning and straighten it all nice so it looks perty for school and happy feet. which i'm seeing immediately after school. cause i work at 6. eddie works at 5. so we gotta get back. but yeah. i'm excited for thatttt. gonna be amazing i KNOW it ;] oh oh oh! and speaking of work, a whole bunch of sweetass ppl got hired. (amy brooks, johnny forbert, and more ! ) and i think i get to train johnny one wednesday!! yayyy! amazzing. love it. kay. bedtime. i'm serious this time. oh crap. yeah so, i forgot one thing. so my mom, my dad, my sister laura, and i were really hyper earlier, and she threw a remote at me, and i caught it. but when i went to throw it back, she wasn't looking and it hit her square in the head lmaooo. then later, she was laying with her head on my lap and went to smack my dad and somehow in the scuffle socked me in the eye? lmfaoo. i love my family :] kay. goodnight all.
i hope you love your life as much as i do ;]
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gahhhh. i'm home alone. i hate being home alone :[ someone come over and keep me companyyyyyy! or bring me taco bell. that'd be so nice. i promise i'd love you forever ;] yayyy! please. i hate this. i'm scared. really. i am. i hate my house. it makes scary noises hahah. ahhhh save meeee ! !
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[15 Nov 2006|04:23pm] |
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ladeeddaaaa. i haven't updated this thing in almost a year. thats so silly :] hahaha. but hmm. lets seee. still have a boyfriend. same one. comin up on our one year in like.. ooohhh 14 days. two weeks from today! AH! wow. thats so amazing. it's been a ridiculously long time. hmm. okay. so me and eddie fight all the time. but we're more in love than anyone you'll ever find in your whole life. thats pretty much our relationship in a nutshell :D taylor michelle perks is still and will always be my bfff. except theres becca too. and susie. aw susie. i miss her more than anything. i haven't seen her in like a year and a half. tahts so ridiculousss :( cause i always work and she has church and work and everything so neither of us really find time. we'll have to make time though. remind me to call her. although i doubt anyones gonna read this cause i never update so no one really gives a shit ;] i'll update my cute little xanga guy too. cauuuse she'll read that and we'll have to work something out. so happy feet comes out friday. i've been looking forward to that movie for six months. and i'm seeing it right after school so i have a chance to see it before work :]OH YEAH!i have a job. i work at mjr. for the past 6-7 months i've worked there and i've been a concessionist. and for some reason, the mix of all the smells and stuff is really getting to me and making me sick. so i'm switching to box office now. which i've heard is really boring, but they have chairs. so i'm straight :] hmm. what else? ew, this whole big thing happened with me and eddie and we broke up for a week. but that was like 5 months ago. we are super now. and i love him. and i hate girls that try to steal him. seriously wtf. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE BITCHHHHH :] you're never gonna steal him away so give up you whore. find yourself another one. you had your chance, now back off before i'm forced to hurt youuu. hahaha. j/k. i'm not gonna hurt anyone. but i'll get really mad and if it gets bad enough then i probably will sock you hard across your shiny face. dont test me. it'll happen. and it'll hurt. man, i sound violent. i'm really not a violent person. i'm quite nice. well, i have my moments, but who doesn't. everyone has their bitchy days. even boys pms i suppose :D especially my boy. he's moodier than me! haha. not really. i bring it upon myself. but whatev. he and i need to stop fighting forreal. it's getting ridiculous and it's definitely not the kind of relationship i want to be in. i want a happy one. one where he will protect me, be super nice, be a gentleman, and care for me above all else. and he meets my standards usually. but when we fight it's like.. gah. it's bad. we like. scream and yell and what not. thats no fun thats for sure. but i love him. thats all that counts right? idk. i think so. i'd like your opinion. although ifyou disagree i'm not so sure you can change my mind unless you have amazing reasoning. which i doubt you will. just because no one can come up with a good enough excuse for that. cause edward bradley catenac is the most amazing man i have ever met in all of my days and i will die before i let anything come between us.
I LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH BABYYY :D
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[24 Dec 2005|05:11am] |
Havent updated in like 4 months.
Uhm.
I have a boyfriend.
Wow.
I love him.
Uh..
Ionno.
The end?
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[09 Sep 2005|06:40pm] |
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I have something very important to tell you all ::
I'm in sucha good mood!!! =)
Thank you for your time.
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[02 Sep 2005|08:30pm] |
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Homecoming = Soon =] |
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So. I'm at danielles. and it's pretty fun. we're watching shane play video games. woopeewoop. yeah. so. we've had like a week of school and theres already been drama. i've already cried over a boy. annddd i'm pretty sure a few people already hate me. it's pretty ridiculous i'm not gonna lie to ya. theres this whole thing with fitz. but thats cooling down so i'm really excited because i'm not gettin people talkin smack to me anymore lol. so that kinda takes care of the people who hate me. because as soon as thats all over. the population of hatemarianneville will once again be few to none =)..but then there's willie. so i thought i was over him and as soon as i saw him again i was like oh look i like willie mistretta. but yanno what?? i'm sweet now. becauseeeeeeeee i do not like him anymore. i mean. i bet you that if he asked me to homecoming ((HA RIGHT)) i'd say yes. i promise because i'm just pathetic like that. a teeny part of me will always be swooning over willie. which is gay. because the rest of me wants to punch him in his stupid face. becauseeee wellllll. he's quite the jerk. even though he doesn't come off that way. here i was. completely oblivious, thinkin this kid was SO nice. which he was for awhile. then like randomly he up and turns into an ahole. eh well. it was kind of upsetting because i want to go to homecoming with him. but then i dont'. but then again, i do. ya feel me? anyways. so. i told jack crawley i was going stag to h/c. so even if someone asks me i have to say no because that'd be totally on the biatchy side if i told him i was goin alone then went with someone else. of course, i could always like. meet them up there. but that'd be wayyyy sneaky and wayyy mean. but i promised him a dance no matter what so maybe he wont be mad??? oh idk. we'll just hope for the best. either way it'll be fun because i'm going with jen, amanda, danielle, and Katy ((?)) idk if katy's comin with us. but forsure me jen danielle and amanda. and any time with those girls is guaranteed a good time. so homecoming will be fun. i still wanna dance with some cute boys though =] maybe i'll ask him for a dance. that'd just make him downright mean if he were to say no even if i just asked for one dance. so anyone who would be interested in a dance, just ask =) but if i'm with willie, stay away. we can't risk ruining any possibly moments. lol. but i definitely shouldn't care. idk why i still do. he hasn't been being the most loving man lately. but HO WELL. not like he's mine to worry about. wow. i ramble. lemme tell ya.
this is gonna be really random but..
I love Jennifer Nicole Petritis.
Because her screen name is almost the same as mine ♥
*I've just been informed that Katy Pieniazek will in fact be joining us at Homecoming. YES! I love her ♥ But I was also just informed that Amanda, Danielle, Katy, and Jen are all wearing brown dresses. annndd mine is pink. Oh well!! I'll stand out =] *
The End.
Comments??
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[01 Sep 2005|08:57pm] |
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So who can agree with me in saying that uhh.
COUSINO HIGH SCHOOL SUCKS.
..as do all the stupid boys in it =[
one in particular.
.... rawr ....
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[25 Aug 2005|02:37pm] |
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1st Semester
1st hour - Setlak
2nd hour - Pefley
3rd hour - Bardelline
4th hour - Pollock
5th hour - Saba
6th hour - Garavaglia << Michelle told me he's amazing and her favorite teacher so i'm excitedddd =)
2nd Semester
1st hour - Koch
2nd hour - Gunckle
3rd hour - Lombardo
4th hour - Czarnik
5th hour - Nettles
6th hour - Rutter
Let me know if we have any classes together =]
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[20 Aug 2005|10:51pm] |
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Never update.
Ladeeda.
Birthday party yesterday.
Darling people gave me money.
Friends = LoVe
Spent it today.
Real Birthday Wednesdayyy.
My daddy took off work.
It's gonna be a daddy*daughter day.
Best days ever because my dad is sweet.
Um. I have a mosquito((Possibly spider)) bite on my leg.
It's big.
It itches.
I got new shoes.
For homecoming.
I don't like willie anymore.
Therefore.
I am sweet.
Jen loves neopets.
Dennis, too.
Amanda loves Jack.
Danielle loves Deathcab for Cutie.
Katy loves. um. decorating.
Becca loves Harry Potter.
As do I =]
Taylor loves.... big sunglasses.
I love you.
And shopping.
And high heels.
The End.
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[04 Aug 2005|07:41pm] |
Hi.
I never update.
Nick's birthday was yesterday.
Happy yesterday to nick.
Um. Yeah.
My birthday's in 20 days.
The 24th.
I want to have a party.
Wee bit late to plan.
But, I'll see what i can do.
Ideas???
Oh, and my hair is chopped.
I do not like it.
It's cute n all i suppose.
But like.
It's quite a switch from the crazy
long hair i had before.
So yup.
Bye.
♥
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[16 Jul 2005|02:38pm] |
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Alabama until next Mondayyyyyyy =]
Don't miss me TOO much ;-)
Leave me lots of lovely messages to come back to!!
<3333
Call me!!
*586*722//8543
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[12 Jul 2005|06:55pm] |
brandd nEww: you will always be that little bell ringing virgin in my eyes marianne.
Marianne Joy x0: lmao thankkssss
Marianne Joy x0: and you'll always be that bell ringing giant in my eyes kirk:-*
brandd nEww: fuck no man.
brandd nEww: bell ringing was for squares.
brandd nEww: haha
Marianne Joy x0: hey nowwww. we were sweet
brandd nEww: oh yeahhhh
Marianne Joy x0: you liked it
brandd nEww: we were a pretty good group
brandd nEww: i didnt like it
Marianne Joy x0: you liked ME
brandd nEww: i had my best friend to my right. and the girl who i had a crush on for a good time to my left
Marianne Joy x0: hahaha oh baby;; good times man
brandd nEww: so yes, it was a good way to end the day you could say
i miss this kiddddddd. Kirk.. definitely my love in 7th grade ♥
Yeah, me .. a little seventh grader.. and him.. an 8th grader.
I am OH so sweet =]
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[06 Jul 2005|12:35am] |
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Don't you wish your girlfriend was
hott like ussss
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[03 Jul 2005|03:02pm] |
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Marianne Joy x0: gilderoy lockheart is a fruitcake
TheEndWithYou14: well no shit he is
lmaoooo I miss this kid ♥
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